I remember once I prayed for the return of a boyfriend when we broke up. I remember once praying for a zit to disappear, or for my lost money to reappear, or for an awesome Birthday gift. What things do you pray about?? Maybe it is for a new car, a nicer teacher, for new furniture, possibly to beat the Chiefs, your kid to shoot hoops better, for coach to play your kid more, to be more beautiful/handsome...
Man do those seem so insignificant at this point!
It is extremely hard to go through this life and not show my resentment for MYSELF and others that take life and the blessings that we all have for granted. Have I always been this selfish?? Have WE always been this selfish??
See the suffer: the significant pain of others especially the children's pain. Remind yourself day in day out. Then that's what you can pray for Nancy.